this house is a circus, berserk as fuck

i need to remember to change my contact lenses. i need to remember to start dieting again. i need to remember to reply emails and smses and phonecalls. i need to remember

that everything should be taken with a pinch of salt; that alot of things do not revolve around other people; that i need to get a grip and please also some self-respect. i also need to constantly remind myself that i had done my best (NO REGRETS) and i know what im doing i know what im doing.

goodnight, world.