And if i sing you are my voice,

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

For whatever we lose(like a you or a me)

(2 little ams
and over them this
aflame with dreams
incredible is)

voices to voices, lip to lip

(a moon swims out of a cloud
a clock strikes midnight
a finger pulls a trigger
a bird flies into a mirror)

my life will shut very beautifully

dreaming, et      cetera, of/ Your smile/ eyes knees and of your Etcetera

but though mankind persuades
itself that every weed’s
a rose,roses(you feel
certain)will only smile

all which isnt singing is mere talking

i turn,and(stooping
through the morning)kiss
this pillow,dear
where our heads lived and were.

(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only somethingin me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands

quel méchant, méchant monstre

theyve desecralized my babysittersclub ! i was recently in popular for like the first time in many months and saw this awful new version ! a “graphic novel” they call it, and a ridiculous $17+, or i wouldve bought it really, just to see what the hell it is. now it looks like a storybook written by singaporean authors i.e. characters with names like sam seng and fat simone): and claudia has a pink streak in her hair ! the conservative kishis will never let claudia don a ridiculous neon handful of hair- and what, claudia lynn kishi will never wear a yellow tank and brown pedal pushers and striped scarf and socks with chucks ! where be the wild papier-mache palm tree necklaces, maroon leggings, ballet slippers, an oversized yellow shirt and belt woven by six different types of fabric and decorated with ceramic beads ? and WHY is the skin brown, why. staceyys not all Big Apple Sophisticated like shes supposed to beeee (and she looks like she has a tummy omg shes a diabetic not a glut !). and is it just me or does maryanne look more asian than claudia ? kristys alright, but what can go wrong with sweatshirts and jeans anyhow. im disappointed in you, Graphic Novelist ! and youu, ann m martin, for allowing this to happen.

slash sad. im going to sniff and rub my face against my old library-smelling babysitters paperbacks for comfort.

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Your friends have voted on your strengths and weaknesses:

STRENGTHS:

most absentee
best room-mate
most generous

WEAKNESSES:

smartest
hardest worker

 

ey so i am a generous, lazy and stupid mia sloth. facebook stinks.

a supreme being of leisure

having free-times aplenty was more exciting in my head. all i did in the end was MANY MANY facebook-snooping, which extended to friendster-snooping (good old friendster ! when no one bothered to lock their profiles and practically practically everyone has a free-for-all profile page with), which then extended to people-slamming and bitching and aiyo, what a day ! and the best thing is it all happened inside my head hahaha ayee the self-sufficiency is astounding !

and, this whole s/portscamp thing ! takes up Too Much Time and many-times i think i dont know if im being derisive or judgemental or should i really just slow down and chill and just be a not-yet-21-year-old. AYE whatever, get me out of here already. (speaking of which i think im too much in non-s/portsclub existence already im irresponsibly ditching all my duties and being negligent and really just living out my existence here in mother-land. i think, i give back my full colours award la hahahaa.)

oh i miss Friday Dinners with Full Attendances. i also miss Tuesday Lunches and Late-Night Study Sessions; i will miss subway, large fries, ytf and munchymonkeys; movies and such; cha yuan, mos and ahballings. maybe even the sun, and my dirty bed and blanket. i feel all grown-up trying to figure out my own accommodation for paris. i hate pining, waiting and mindgames. im craving so badly cedele blueberry pancakes/ macs hotcakes but no ones around to have them with me cos everyones making moneyyys. WHINNEEE !

semi-colons are my favourite punctuations, calibri is my favourite font.

oh no.

im going to hell for all the lies id told and all the feelings id cheated of nice unsuspecting people

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