a sunday smile you wore it for awhile

some belated birthday indoors picnic haha and three pretty balloons ! this weekend ranks high on my Accomplished Weekends list- i officially took the whole thing off school and s/portsclub so it was Me and My Friends Only. (and yalor now officially screwed for tomorrows quiz but haiya what to do cannot have the best of both worlds one.) friends slash cousin maybe, cos i met mycousin for abit on saturday too. i think it couldve been so more often, more weekends taken off gallivanting in town, trudging under the gigantic sun and dragging balloons casting multi-dotted shadows on concrete pavements.

my friends are damn lovely im all happy and grateful now, so thankYOU♥

flowers in the window

cannot wait for paris

!

oh it is love;

(to yux, who is mr sii in her previous life:)

a sudden influx of emo songs aside, i wish to stress that happy things happen in my life all the time(: im really glad bobo is back for at least afew more weeks !

broken bones

one fine day you’ll sing your inevitable love song inevitable lie song inevitable cry song/ time mends broken bones (time mends broken bones) till they wrap around your throat and snap around your fingers.

diamonds are forever

this weeks been crazy):

usually when things has gone this far
people tend to disappear
no one would surprise me unless you do

i can tell there’s something goin’ on
hours seem to disappear
everyone is leaving i’m still with you

it doesn’t matter what we do
where we are going to
we can stick around and see this night through

stop crying your heart out

today had all the potential to a normal, if not Pretty Good Day. i had ban mian, a chocolate waffle, we did something on adobe i dont dislike, i did a long overdue impulse purchase, and when i got home the laundry was folded so thats like wow cos my clothes been piled up there for the longest time.

but despite what id written yesterday i think still, that alot of things go into what makes or breaks your day. and can also turn all Good Things sour. AIYA A WASTED DAY. i dont know why im so frustrated with everything now, everyone and hell, just EVERYTHING. and the worst worst thing when youre feeling so, is that you know damn well youve no good reason to be. so the problem lies with YOU and so YOU go pick up the pieces and get a grip please, lisihui. get over yourself.

this house is a circus, berserk as fuck

i need to remember to change my contact lenses. i need to remember to start dieting again. i need to remember to reply emails and smses and phonecalls. i need to remember

that everything should be taken with a pinch of salt; that alot of things do not revolve around other people; that i need to get a grip and please also some self-respect. i also need to constantly remind myself that i had done my best (NO REGRETS) and i know what im doing i know what im doing.

goodnight, world.