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if Kaya and Ketchup marry each other, their child will be the Most Beautiful Spread on Earth !

the pretty how town

oho yesterday was good ! despite the frenzied exams i had a class gathering of sorts, 20% in attendance, with yux lingee amanda. id missed that girl, her “free-spiritedness” her arty-ness! the way she moves (dancer-like and graceful) her unpretentious-ness. lunch at munchymonkeys and a mean catch-up session, on the sleepingbags and mattresses in the clubroom a la a pyjamas party, to quote amanda. i wouldve brought my camera, sorely under-utilized of late, but that would be almost blasphemous cos of the impending (or ongoing, or ending) finals. well so that meant complete and absolute annihilation of my studyplan yest leading to me being in a sorry state now cos todays studyplans been mucked up as well. and then i realised ive to rush to school to collect my french paper and (might as well) return the overdued librarybooks.

theres a picnic in planning and im snagging the picnic basket(: cannot wait.

hypnosis

i love what im reading i love what im reading i love what im reading i love what im reading i love what im reading i love what im reading i love what im reading

its bad that im judging people. the people on the sartorialist look good, so good im painfully envious, but when some local style-critic wannabe (an nus grad, i found out) initiates a similar project amongst you and me it feels weirdly pretentious. like those clothes look misfitting and poseur on singaporeans. i wish i dont feel that way, had i been intoxicated by the internet and angmohs? ):

i am convinced im freaking out. i had a horrible nap just now, 2 hours stolen from my usual fumanrenjian timeslot from 430 to 630. in my dream this cousin called and ask hows revision and that my other cousin had already revised 15 times through so how am i progressing and am i stressed. and then i got reminded that ive, as well, a math test (!) and i was desperately trying to call su to ask if we really do have a math test and omgosh i cant believe i forgot ive a math test and theennn i got reminded that i have, as well, a chinese test (!!). so i was scrambling all over the place trying to confirm my exam timetable. after i woke up i checked the exam directory immediately, of course. i mustve been twitching like mad (the way you subconsciously do when youre having a not-happy dream, or one physically shocking like a fall down the stairs -i get that ALL THE TIME) just now.

once in awhile i want terribly to go missing, just for the heck of it. hide the cell phone behind a book on the topmost shelf, delete the facebook account and msn and blog, and refuse all home phone calls. then i would go on borders shopping spree and stock up on trashy magazines and books i always finger but didnt want to spend money on. i would live on tao gay (my favourite veggie !), fishballs with ketchup, edamame peas, canned tuna, frozen grapes, toasted bread with crunchy peanutbutter and greentea (to neutralize everything else on my greedy list). i would also have dinner at home everyday, maybe cook some soup from time to time. when i wake up in the morning i would walk to salvation army/ coldstorage and back, then i would watch the nanny, oprah and judging amy all day long and listen to jaychou all night long.

i think that sounds Very Awesome !

at 5 am,

nette says:
i want to be a star
suu says:
toothpaste shouldn’t turn into foam as you brush your teeth
suu says:
it’s gross
suu says:
do you know that i once put rice onto my unbaked pie crusts WITHOUT THE FOIL LAYER
suu says:
and the rice got baked INTO the pastry

and a couple other conversation windows i closed before i could copy anything. kare and i were satc-gushing (as usual), turquoise-highlighter-bitching (as usual), dec-hols-planning (as usual !); vanessa and i were talking about sep and beirut. at 0500H its a little overwhelming, and i feel lightheaded already haha i dont know
but i believe the point of this entry, is to say that i love msn alot cos it lets me talk to my lovable weirdass quirky friends at oddest hours and leaves me crawling into bed feeling like id breathed in nitrous oxide(:

that was beloved petes place. eyes of mushroom, tongue of pepperoni and smiles and fingers of capricciosa (?) pizzacrust hahaha.

i was in the lib mugging french (yes, gasp! si has finally seen the light- the Light called You-Better-Be-Scared-Of-Exams-Which-Are-Two-Weeks-Away) and absolutely craving for jaychou’s qinghuaci. i think id configured my system such that i need to clock in at least afew listens a day and can you believe it up till 1900H i havent heard at least once
and my ears started twitching and i felt all uncomfy.
hahahaa. now im listening to it nonstop and omg so shiok. it makes mugging so enjoyable, it does.
(:

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la porte que quelqu’un a ouverte
la porte que quelqu’un a refermée
la chaise où quelqu’un s’est assis
le chat que quelqu’un a caressé
le fruit que quelqu’un a mordu
la lettre que quelqu’un a lue
la chaise que quelqu’un a renversée
la porte que quelqu’un a ouverte
la route où quelqu’un court encore
le bois que quelqu’un traverse
la rivière où quelqu’un se jette
l’hôpital où quelqu’un est mort.

i just skipped a french lecture to have macs breakfast.
!!
disgusting ! and my face is enormous. and im breaking out and exams are in afew weeks time and omgg someone help im ballooning.